May 31, 2006
tires.. and tired.
Another month?!
Ok. Vernie and I moved to Lawrence, KS. We are living in a retirement community. we get rent and utilities in exchange for serving breakfast, and being on call in the event of an emergency. it's a nice gig.
I still havn't found a job yet. I'm a slacker.
Vernie went to michigan for a week to visit her friend, who will have a baby soon..
I miss her. she comes back on tuesday.
Ok. Vernie and I moved to Lawrence, KS. We are living in a retirement community. we get rent and utilities in exchange for serving breakfast, and being on call in the event of an emergency. it's a nice gig.
I still havn't found a job yet. I'm a slacker.
Vernie went to michigan for a week to visit her friend, who will have a baby soon..
I miss her. she comes back on tuesday.
May 01, 2006
It's the end of the month so I guess I should update my blog if I want to get one in for April 2006.
Vernie and I will be moving to Lawrence, KS in about two weeks. I'm anxious about it. If I sit down and think logically about it I decide, to myself, that "yes, I want this!" but my emotions are all... crazy. I seriously need a change in my life and things are falling into place very well.. with one eexception. I don't have a job yet. It's all my fault, I was avoidant of the reality that I needed to job hunt back when we started getting the ball to roll, and more recently I've .. I dunno can't make myself do things.
I got written up at work a couple weeks ago. "Performance transgression" they call it. You can F@#% up all you want but let me tell you something, the stuff that will get you fired is the stuff that you'll have very little control over.
I've been seeing some one via the EAP where I work. I used my 5 free visits and I have one more. I saw a family practice Dr in town per the councellors advice and now I have a prescription for an SSRI. Wellbutrin to be specific. I've felt a little jittery since yesterday. Tomorrow I start the full dosage. I'm concerned about insurance and everyting. I'll be giving my two week notice at my job at the hospital in the morning. The thought makes my stomach do flops.
I should go to bed now.
Vernie and I will be moving to Lawrence, KS in about two weeks. I'm anxious about it. If I sit down and think logically about it I decide, to myself, that "yes, I want this!" but my emotions are all... crazy. I seriously need a change in my life and things are falling into place very well.. with one eexception. I don't have a job yet. It's all my fault, I was avoidant of the reality that I needed to job hunt back when we started getting the ball to roll, and more recently I've .. I dunno can't make myself do things.
I got written up at work a couple weeks ago. "Performance transgression" they call it. You can F@#% up all you want but let me tell you something, the stuff that will get you fired is the stuff that you'll have very little control over.
I've been seeing some one via the EAP where I work. I used my 5 free visits and I have one more. I saw a family practice Dr in town per the councellors advice and now I have a prescription for an SSRI. Wellbutrin to be specific. I've felt a little jittery since yesterday. Tomorrow I start the full dosage. I'm concerned about insurance and everyting. I'll be giving my two week notice at my job at the hospital in the morning. The thought makes my stomach do flops.
I should go to bed now.
